An embarrassing thing to say.

Qetesh is making money doing online surveys. She doesn't make a lot and it takes up loads of time but it is sure as hell helping us out a lot getting through hard times. It might be worth a look for you.

I'm sorry but I don't have any friends that would watch these types of streams.

I tried online surveys in our country. They are too inflated here, so I think it won't be of much help. But thank you for thought.

Sounds interesting, but the way I view things isn't THAT different.

Also, I don't know how do I make that part stand out.

And, of course, thank you for the feedback!

Well, I'm not sure I can provide the footage - my camera makes a very close image and I normally play almost naked. Also, since it's a pain to make my bed every time (a well-groomed schizoid is something out of this world), it's a mess.

Yeah, but at least put some clothes on.

There's always a way to leverage both strengths and [perceived] weaknesses to work for you; it just takes some trial and error, and a bit of patience. And perseverance. And the right motivation.
I think Aynen's suggestion has merit, it's just a matter of finding what works, tweaking it until it clicks. If that doesn't appeal to you - your reservations certainly are valid - there's always another angle to approach.

I, too, have been considering streaming, but in a more casual way mostly for my own entertainment - and if I make any profit, even better. I might even start a few websites (maybe). Now, I may be talking like I know what I'm doing, but I am still feeling in the dark for the lightswitch, too.

I have certainly had my highs and lows in life - had several long-term bouts of unemployment over the last 10yrs, feeling like a failure each time. But, somehow, I managed to pull myself back up (sometimes with the help of friends or family) and am now doing a bit better; and some of that is a concerted effort to change my self-confidence and my attitude about life.

My wife currently doesn't work - she has anxiety and struggles with self-confidence - and that lack of extra income has been rough at times, but she has done online surveys, website content research, and even some geneology research (through Fiverr.com). She doesn't made much, but enough to occasionally buy something small. So there are possibilities out there. It's not wasy to make a living online, but it's not impossible to at least make some money to take some of the stress off every day expenses (like food).

And it always seems when things are improving, life tosses another challenge in our path (Darkest before Dawn, basically); this time it's literally rats invading our walls. Seriously, every time we start to get ahead, it's something bigger than last time. Sometimes I regret buying an old house in need of repair (because we were never able to get around to the repairs). However, this time I am not cowering in the corner fretting over what to do, instead I am stepping up and facing the challenge head on. 'll climb right up into the heavens and kick the universe in the teeth If I have to.

I really feel for your situation, so I'll give it a think about what you might be able to do to make a bit of a living, and something online seems to be a likely best case scenario.
Any other hobbies or skills you might have could possibly be helpful (you can PM me if you feel more comfortable.).

Best of luck.

You could start a cooking show. Make a youtube channel.

Does being schizophrenic have any effect on the way you cook? Is it like some part of you feels the dish should turn out this way and another part of you thinks it should turn out that way and you end up doing both at the same time or a mix of both and get a surprising and unpredictable result?

Nope you haven't told us as far as I know.